So I am like trying really hard to drop my study hall and my lunch to get out 6th. I think I can do that, it's just a matter of actually talking to my councelor and not a voicemail! I have to watch the kids today....whoot whoot! Well I write more later...

 ....Well...I am so happy! I got my schedual changed, I get out at 1 now. I feel like such a bad friend, cause I called Kaitlin and asked her if my ride home would ever fall through, if she could take me home. I have seen her like 2 times the whole summer, I just felt bad about calling her to ask that. We will hang out more Kaitlin Shea!!!!! I had to drop parenting, cause it's only offered 7th, but I picked up notetaking so I guess its okay. I can always take it next semester or next year. I don't even have to, they just said that it would help if I want to be an elementary school teacher. I am getting kind of nervous about tomorrow....the pre-school jitters.  I hate this! Well I'm going to go enjoy the last 7 and a half hours of summer! I write in this thing way too much!

Hello there!! I just got done eating almost a pint of ice cream and I feel like I'm gonna hurl!! But it was worth every bite. Tonight I went over to Nikki's for like an hour. Her in-car person called and switched her in-car to tonight, so our plans went down the drain. We were thinking about going to the tailgat thing with Katie, but that fell through too. My family and I went out to eat and then went to Old Navy. I got a cute bag to use for school, some shirts and some really georgous shoes!!! I love shopping! I got an application, but I can't turn it in until next month. It's gonna look so bare because I've never had a job before, so all of the work experience areas are going to be naked! Do you think they'll throw my applicaton away when they see it? I hope not, I really want to work there.

Anywhoooo yesterday I was looking for cars on the internet and I came accross this beautiful 2005 Nissan Altima that was only $4,100! I was like okay what's the catch?? So my dad got an e-mail from the guy selling it, and he said that the car is in London England! His wife moved there and took the car, but now she doesn't want it anymore. So...we're not going to get that car, which really sucks! I wanted that car sooo bad! Oh well we'll just have to keep looking.

Well I think it's time to be done with this thing.

I just want a normal friday night out with my friends, not my family!!! 

So I'm feelin pretty down right about now. Don't really want to get into details, but yeah I'm definitly feelin it. And "it's" not being too hott right now. Bed time here I come..........

........Behind these hazel eyes.......